Breaking Through

In fact, a master plan: How to reinvent myself in 45 days. I’m a mother of 2 and a wife to a caring husband. We live in the UK in a house that we spent a lot of time and money on to look just as we wanted. So I have everything that people regard as important to be happy. Although I feel happy I think that there is a part of me missing and I’m desperate to find out what it is. So here is a woman trying to reinvent herself at the age of 44. Furthermore, a woman seeking her real identity.For a long time, I tried to find a way to accommodate my personal life, motherhood and return to my career, but I found it so complicated that, in the end, I decided to be a just a full time mum. Being a mother is a complex role. It gives you pleasure, but- God, it’s hard work! At first, I didn’t cope very well,but after my second child was born, I realised how important my role as a mother was, so I felt happy to be helping my children to grow into confident individuals. This crisis I’ve overcome. The mother in me is happy. I just need to sort out the woman and the professional.The question is: How to reinvent myself? I have no clue , but I’ll try every possibility on the next 45 days.

Sunday, 20 March 2011

Day Nine

 My friend  “R” rang  to ask me about a venue for a party. She wants to do birthday party to her little girl.  We talked, we discussed all pros and cons and  said “good bye”.
 After I put the phone down I started to think how  I’m always saying that I would love to help people, but I never do.  What a great opportunity to do both help somebody who needs help – my friend has a newborn baby too – and put my hands on the job, evaluating my real possibilities of working as a party organiser. So, before I thought too much about it and find an excuse not to do it, I picked up the phone and told her that I’d help. She was very pleased and that made me  feel wonderful. 
Late on, I spent an hour in front of  the computer trying to update my CV and  I still haven’t finished it.  Also, I have filled in a CRB check form to work as a volunteer in my children’s school, which gave me another great  idea: when I take the form to the school I should be taking my CV as well – if I ever finish it! 

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